Monthly Archives: September 2014

30 Day Challenge Day 4

Posted on September 30, 2014 by MyJourney

Day 4 My Parents Dad is a second generation American from New York. Mom is from Oklahoma. I really don’t know much about them as people. Dad was a machinist in the air force during Vietnam and mom lived in … Continue reading →

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30 Day Challenge Day 3

Posted on September 30, 2014 by MyJourney

My First Love Freshman year of high school. Went with her for about a year. It was there I learned I won’t end a relationship, I will be an asshole until they end it. I knew I wanted out for … Continue reading →

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30 Day Challenge Day 2

Posted on September 30, 2014 by MyJourney

Day 2: Do you think that you can stick with this challenge for the 30 days? No I’m 4 days late on this post 😁

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30 Day Challenge: Day 1

Posted on September 26, 2014 by MyJourney

30 Day Life Challenge Day 1: What is your personal mission? There have been MANY different missions over the past year. Come to find out, they all sucked. I have a New And Improved Mission now with Limon. Personal Mission … Continue reading →

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Normalcy Returns, Denials Dismissed

Posted on September 26, 2014 by MyJourney

As the week draws to a close, I have come back down to earth. My Wife and I have discussed the events of the past week. I don’t think I can handle very many more of those types of events … Continue reading →

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30 Day Life Challenge

Posted on September 26, 2014 by MyJourney

Originally posted on ~Borderline~I~Am~:
30 Day Life Challenge Day 1:  What is your personal mission? Day 2:  Do you think that you can stick with this challenge for the 30 days? Day 3:  Your first love? Day 4: …

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I Don’t Want Your Money

Posted on September 24, 2014 by MyJourney

A touch of calm re-entered my world today. A good night of sleep and a fresh outlook worked wonders for me. It was also nice to formulate a plan last night, even if said plan is drastic. I sent a … Continue reading →

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On The Clock

Posted on September 24, 2014 by MyJourney

I sent word, via text, to My Bride that I have given myself the arbitrary deadline of October 31 to see some sort of improvement or I will leave her. If I cannot see some improvement, no matter how small, … Continue reading →

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Not Her Fault, I’m Near My End

Posted on September 24, 2014 by MyJourney

I cannot come close to beginning ANY of the skills or techniques I’m supposed to be working on. I’m incredibly worked up and pissed off. There are times that I’m seized with anger while others I’m frozen by sorrow and … Continue reading →

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Descent

Posted on September 22, 2014 by MyJourney

I’m in free-fall. I noticed on Sunday afternoon as my wife and I were arguing. She had come in and informed me that my post about keeping score had hurt her pretty bad. I didn’t understand why. Every bit of … Continue reading →

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