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Category Archives: Agony
I Don’t Want To
“You have the solution to my problem. You can pull me out of this mess by yourself. You are the only person on earth that can help me. All you need to do is provide me with a physical relationship. … Continue reading
Angel Of Mercy
I was visited by an angel this evening. My oldest son randomly walked in, moments after I had submitted my last post. That last post spoke to my despair and loneliness. As soon as I had submitted that post, I … Continue reading
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I’m A Ghost
Tough evening. As we were watching our son’s football game, I mentioned that XYZ had happened in class this morning. Right as I was going to tell the story, she jumped in and told me a line of something that … Continue reading
The Recovery That Wasn’t There
I THOUGHT I had hit “true recovery” in May through mid July. What I had actually received was a spiritual experience alongside a family experience at home. My “recovery” group stuff was the same old thing. I was still half-assing … Continue reading
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Tagged addiction, depression, marriage, recovery
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It’s Not The End, But I Can See It From Here
I am happy to report my recovery is going strong. Things in my personal life, however, have been going downhill quickly. This past week has been horrible for my marriage. My Bride and I, a term that is becoming difficult … Continue reading
How Can Someone Love Me?
I am a child of God. I am created in His image. Irrespective of what I do, I will always be lived by God. Nothing I say, think or do can ever change that. Something went wrong when I was … Continue reading
My Journey Through Sex Addiction 