Monthly Archives: March 2014

Give A Damn

Posted on March 31, 2014 by MyJourney

Despair is a pretty frequent companion of mine. Joy is more of a distant acquaintance. Most frequently I find myself in a state of limbo; not happy and not sad but easily knocked either direction. When I find myself knocked … Continue reading →

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I Have Become Death

Posted on March 30, 2014 by MyJourney

It has been a craptastic past 10 days. It was capped off just a moment ago during pillow talk. “Would you like to snuggle and kiss?” “No, but I’ll give you a goodnight kiss.” She rolled over to kiss me. … Continue reading →

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We Will Help

Posted on March 30, 2014 by MyJourney

Sobriety Day 93 “I think you need to tell your sister. You’d be a great resource for her.” “How much would I tell?” “However much your comfortable with.” My Bride’s sister moved in with is last week. She has had … Continue reading →

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Sex, Tries And Let’s Relate

Posted on March 29, 2014 by MyJourney

Sobriety Day 92 I crave interaction with My Bride. We fought from March 17 – March 26. It sucked donkeys. Since the end of our fight, she will not interact with me very much. “I’m afraid it’s going to happen … Continue reading →

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Things Must Change…And Stuff

Posted on March 28, 2014 by MyJourney

I JUST came across a great blog post by a fellow sex addict, Miguel Ali. In the post, Miguel tells an all too familiar story. He (me too) had used sex to cope with the stressors in my life. The … Continue reading →

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Troubles And Effort

Posted on March 27, 2014 by MyJourney

Whoooooooa! Wheeeeeeee! LOOK OUT! DUCK! Whoooolooa! WHEEEEEEE! Life with me is an emotional roller coaster. It’s exhausting for everyone involved. My Bride has told me that before, I just learned it yesterday. It’s EASY for me to go negative and … Continue reading →

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Which Road?

Posted on March 27, 2014 by MyJourney

Sobriety Day 90 I’m of a different opinion on this from yesterday. I’m EXCITED to celebrate 90 days. Which To Choose “It’s like there are at least 3 different people inside of me. The asshole, you’re here to love them … Continue reading →

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Hurray, You Suck

Posted on March 26, 2014 by MyJourney

Sobriety Day 89– Big fucking whoop. Yesterday was our second session of marriage therapy. It sucked ass. I generally love going to therapy. Yesterday kicked my ass in 2 ways. 1. It was focused primarily on me 2. I found … Continue reading →

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When Does It Change?

Posted on March 25, 2014 by MyJourney

When does a discussion become an argument? THAT is a major thing around these parts. My Bride and I disagree on all sorts of things. Typically it works out fine. When it comes to relationship stuff, our discussion become arguments. … Continue reading →

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What 5 Words

Posted on March 22, 2014 by MyJourney

I was just reading one of the blogs I frequent, Intimacy In Marriage, and came across a very interesting post. 5 words to describe your sex life? My 5 Absent, rejected, unimportant, needed, desperate Some of the responses were beautiful … Continue reading →

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