Monthly Archives: March 2014

Give A Damn

Despair is a pretty frequent companion of mine. Joy is more of a distant acquaintance. Most frequently I find myself in a state of limbo; not happy and not sad but easily knocked either direction. When I find myself knocked … Continue reading

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I Have Become Death

It has been a craptastic past 10 days. It was capped off just a moment ago during pillow talk. “Would you like to snuggle and kiss?” “No, but I’ll give you a goodnight kiss.” She rolled over to kiss me. … Continue reading

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We Will Help

Sobriety Day 93 “I think you need to tell your sister. You’d be a great resource for her.” “How much would I tell?” “However much your comfortable with.” My Bride’s sister moved in with is last week. She has had … Continue reading

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Sex, Tries And Let’s Relate

Sobriety Day 92 I crave interaction with My Bride. We fought from March 17 – March 26. It sucked donkeys. Since the end of our fight, she will not interact with me very much. “I’m afraid it’s going to happen … Continue reading

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Things Must Change…And Stuff

I JUST came across a great blog post by a fellow sex addict, Miguel Ali. In the post, Miguel tells an all too familiar story. He (me too) had used sex to cope with the stressors in my life. The … Continue reading

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Troubles And Effort

Whoooooooa! Wheeeeeeee! LOOK OUT! DUCK! Whoooolooa! WHEEEEEEE! Life with me is an emotional roller coaster. It’s exhausting for everyone involved. My Bride has told me that before, I just learned it yesterday. It’s EASY for me to go negative and … Continue reading

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Which Road?

Sobriety Day 90 I’m of a different opinion on this from yesterday. I’m EXCITED to celebrate 90 days. Which To Choose “It’s like there are at least 3 different people inside of me. The asshole, you’re here to love them … Continue reading

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