Category Archives: Mental Illness

Fix It And Stop Being Bitches

Posted on November 22, 2014 by MyJourney

I’ve been catching up on my porn-addiction/sex-addict blogs over the past few days. All of them, ALL OF THEM, including my old posts, are the same thing. • I’m in pain • I’m trying to stop • Something happened and … Continue reading →

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Victorious Evening

Posted on October 26, 2014 by MyJourney

Recently, My Wife has been allowing me to snuggle her in bed. This has caused a few problems I was unaware of. Well, I kind of knew about one. First of all, she’s uncomfortable with it. She’s still not cool … Continue reading →

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Angel Of Mercy

Posted on October 4, 2014 by MyJourney

I was visited by an angel this evening. My oldest son randomly walked in, moments after I had submitted my last post. That last post spoke to my despair and loneliness. As soon as I had submitted that post, I … Continue reading →

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Another Discovery, Another Admission

Posted on October 4, 2014 by MyJourney

We had a talk this morning, My Wife and I. Sometimes you make it sound like you’re the only one that has stuff going on in their life. I guess so. My blog is about me and MY JOURNEY… I … Continue reading →

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I’m A Ghost

Posted on October 3, 2014 by MyJourney

Tough evening. As we were watching our son’s football game, I mentioned that XYZ had happened in class this morning. Right as I was going to tell the story, she jumped in and told me a line of something that … Continue reading →

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30 Day Challenge Day 8…

Posted on October 3, 2014 by MyJourney

Day 8 A Place You Have Traveled To this gets fucking deep We took our kids on a vacation to the Gulf of Mexico about 10 years ago. What stands out about this trip is happiness. As we drove from … Continue reading →

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On The Clock

Posted on September 24, 2014 by MyJourney

I sent word, via text, to My Bride that I have given myself the arbitrary deadline of October 31 to see some sort of improvement or I will leave her. If I cannot see some improvement, no matter how small, … Continue reading →

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Not Her Fault, I’m Near My End

Posted on September 24, 2014 by MyJourney

I cannot come close to beginning ANY of the skills or techniques I’m supposed to be working on. I’m incredibly worked up and pissed off. There are times that I’m seized with anger while others I’m frozen by sorrow and … Continue reading →

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Why 12 Step Will NOT Work For Me

Posted on September 13, 2014 by MyJourney

Recovery Group Formula • Sit around table • Introduce yourself! • Give name to your disease and how long you’ve been in recovery from it. • Go round the table taking turns reading from the holy book of recovery literature. … Continue reading →

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Understanding, Knowledge And Easy, Man

Posted on September 3, 2014 by MyJourney

This article is the closest thing I’ve ever found that describes how I feel. -My Bride It was a PDF of the what to do know that your spouse knows about your affair and how to help them recover. It … Continue reading →

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