Category Archives: Mental Illness

Fix It And Stop Being Bitches

I’ve been catching up on my porn-addiction/sex-addict blogs over the past few days. All of them, ALL OF THEM, including my old posts, are the same thing. • I’m in pain • I’m trying to stop • Something happened and … Continue reading

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Victorious Evening

Recently, My Wife has been allowing me to snuggle her in bed. This has caused a few problems I was unaware of. Well, I kind of knew about one. First of all, she’s uncomfortable with it. She’s still not cool … Continue reading

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Angel Of Mercy

I was visited by an angel this evening. My oldest son randomly walked in, moments after I had submitted my last post. That last post spoke to my despair and loneliness. As soon as I had submitted that post, I … Continue reading

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Another Discovery, Another Admission

We had a talk this morning, My Wife and I. Sometimes you make it sound like you’re the only one that has stuff going on in their life. I guess so. My blog is about me and MY JOURNEY… I … Continue reading

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I’m A Ghost

Tough evening. As we were watching our son’s football game, I mentioned that XYZ had happened in class this morning. Right as I was going to tell the story, she jumped in and told me a line of something that … Continue reading

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30 Day Challenge Day 8…

Day 8 A Place You Have Traveled To this gets fucking deep We took our kids on a vacation to the Gulf of Mexico about 10 years ago. What stands out about this trip is happiness. As we drove from … Continue reading

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On The Clock

I sent word, via text, to My Bride that I have given myself the arbitrary deadline of October 31 to see some sort of improvement or I will leave her. If I cannot see some improvement, no matter how small, … Continue reading

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