Monthly Archives: January 2014

Bipolar Recovery

Posted on January 30, 2014 by MyJourney

There is a thin line between observing a beautiful woman to appreciate God’s work and allowing the mind to float into inappropriate waters. I am an avid user of Twitter. As the years have passed, so have my interests. Politics … Continue reading →

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Fears, Thoughts, Pigs And Confirmation

Posted on January 28, 2014 by MyJourney

Friday night I looked through My Bride’s text messages. I have a deep-seated belief that anyone I am close to thinks and or says very bad things about me. I wanted to see if she had been saying anything shitty … Continue reading →

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When Do I Get To Feel Wanted And Loved

Posted on January 27, 2014 by MyJourney

I’m what is known as bi-lingual. My love languages are physical touch and words of affirmation. Those languages are not spoken at my home. Today is a landmark day for me. 1 month of sobriety. Nothing has really been said … Continue reading →

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Desolate And Hollow

Posted on January 27, 2014 by MyJourney

SOBRIETY 1 MONTH Sex-Addiction is an asshole. Sometimes it’s easy, sometimes it’s the most difficult thing in the world. Oddly enough, today has been incredibly difficult. My Bride and I had a bit of a spat last night. Miscommunication again. … Continue reading →

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Jump Into The Deep End

Posted on January 18, 2014 by MyJourney

Last night started quite well. “The kids are all gone, let’s go to dinner” said My Bride. We enjoyed a nice dinner, watched a movie at home and went to bed. And then it went to hell. “I have a concern. … Continue reading →

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Anyone Have Any Clues?

Posted on January 16, 2014 by MyJourney

I’m sitting in my latest Celebrate Recovery service. For those that have never been it works like this. There’s a 45 minute dinner (I never go; I don’t know anyone), hour service with signing with either a lesson or a … Continue reading →

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Not Going Again

Posted on January 13, 2014 by MyJourney

Sobriety Day 18 It has been a very positive last 14 days. My Bride and I have entered a season of closeness I could have only dreamed of. My sobriety is going very well. I feel strong and have been … Continue reading →

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A Beautiful Thing

Posted on January 6, 2014 by MyJourney

Sobriety Day 10 I have to say, the past 10 days have been amazing. Now, I don’t like to use the word amazing too much; it’s incredibly overused and generally incorrectly. This past 10 days, however, meets the definition perfectly. … Continue reading →

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Getting Cocky

Posted on January 3, 2014 by MyJourney

“Last night you did something you haven’t done in a long time. You were standing by the door talking to the kids and you looked over and subtlety winked at me. My heart skipped a beat. I had a bit … Continue reading →

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I Am Not Alone

Posted on January 2, 2014 by MyJourney

I went to a Celebrate Recovery group tonight. I’m not sure how that’s going to go. I spent the small group time in a really bad orientation class. I do have high hopes though. There was a guy who shared … Continue reading →

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