Category Archives: Mental Health

Fix It And Stop Being Bitches

Posted on November 22, 2014 by MyJourney

I’ve been catching up on my porn-addiction/sex-addict blogs over the past few days. All of them, ALL OF THEM, including my old posts, are the same thing. • I’m in pain • I’m trying to stop • Something happened and … Continue reading →

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Don’t Think About Pink Elephants

Posted on November 19, 2014 by MyJourney

I stopped focusing on sex/porn addiction issues in late July, 2014. Since that time, I have found that I have ZERO issues with sex/porn addiction issues. It’s the damnedest thing ever. That was when I began focusing on my mental … Continue reading →

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Peace

Posted on November 3, 2014 by MyJourney

I have finally come to terms with the death of my marriage’s intimacy. I will no longer pursue a solution. Should one happen, it is because God wills it. My Wife IS very capable of providing comfort. I found that … Continue reading →

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To Post Or

Posted on October 28, 2014 by MyJourney

This post is from my crazy Borderline daily diary thing I have to keep. I had previously had a habit of posting these, but I learned that some things are best kept private. And yes, it DID take me right … Continue reading →

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Victorious Evening

Posted on October 26, 2014 by MyJourney

Recently, My Wife has been allowing me to snuggle her in bed. This has caused a few problems I was unaware of. Well, I kind of knew about one. First of all, she’s uncomfortable with it. She’s still not cool … Continue reading →

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Today Was A Good Day

Posted on October 19, 2014 by MyJourney

She let me hold her. At first I thought it was because our room was chilly and maybe that’s true. But it happened. Sometime during the night, I snuggled up to her and wrapped her up with my arms. That’s … Continue reading →

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Exceedingly Pleased

Posted on October 15, 2014 by MyJourney

I have to say it has been a very positive week. I’ve been busting my rear to maintain a positive outlook on life and to be vigilant in practicing my mindful activities. This afternoon I received a random text from … Continue reading →

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Angel Of Mercy

Posted on October 4, 2014 by MyJourney

I was visited by an angel this evening. My oldest son randomly walked in, moments after I had submitted my last post. That last post spoke to my despair and loneliness. As soon as I had submitted that post, I … Continue reading →

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I’m A Ghost

Posted on October 3, 2014 by MyJourney

Tough evening. As we were watching our son’s football game, I mentioned that XYZ had happened in class this morning. Right as I was going to tell the story, she jumped in and told me a line of something that … Continue reading →

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Normalcy Returns, Denials Dismissed

Posted on September 26, 2014 by MyJourney

As the week draws to a close, I have come back down to earth. My Wife and I have discussed the events of the past week. I don’t think I can handle very many more of those types of events … Continue reading →

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