Tag Archives: BPD

Don’t Think About Pink Elephants

Posted on November 19, 2014 by MyJourney

I stopped focusing on sex/porn addiction issues in late July, 2014. Since that time, I have found that I have ZERO issues with sex/porn addiction issues. It’s the damnedest thing ever. That was when I began focusing on my mental … Continue reading →

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Peace

Posted on November 3, 2014 by MyJourney

I have finally come to terms with the death of my marriage’s intimacy. I will no longer pursue a solution. Should one happen, it is because God wills it. My Wife IS very capable of providing comfort. I found that … Continue reading →

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To Post Or

Posted on October 28, 2014 by MyJourney

This post is from my crazy Borderline daily diary thing I have to keep. I had previously had a habit of posting these, but I learned that some things are best kept private. And yes, it DID take me right … Continue reading →

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Victorious Evening

Posted on October 26, 2014 by MyJourney

Recently, My Wife has been allowing me to snuggle her in bed. This has caused a few problems I was unaware of. Well, I kind of knew about one. First of all, she’s uncomfortable with it. She’s still not cool … Continue reading →

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Today Was A Good Day

Posted on October 19, 2014 by MyJourney

She let me hold her. At first I thought it was because our room was chilly and maybe that’s true. But it happened. Sometime during the night, I snuggled up to her and wrapped her up with my arms. That’s … Continue reading →

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Jerks, Annoyances, And Success

Posted on October 17, 2014 by MyJourney

What a tremendous day yesterday! It was the first day of fall break and I slept to the crack of 8 AM. Later on, I had a disagreement with My Wife and made it through un-triggered. There were some incredibly … Continue reading →

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Exceedingly Pleased

Posted on October 15, 2014 by MyJourney

I have to say it has been a very positive week. I’ve been busting my rear to maintain a positive outlook on life and to be vigilant in practicing my mindful activities. This afternoon I received a random text from … Continue reading →

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Half Measures Avail Us Nothing

Posted on October 7, 2014 by MyJourney

I received a tremendous comment from a reader today in response to my last post. This comment has completely changed my outlook on My Wife and our marriage. Her walls are up and is likely waiting for the next turbulence … Continue reading →

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Not Giving Up

Posted on October 6, 2014 by MyJourney

I cannot allow things to go down the path they have started on. Divorce and the destruction of our marriage is not what I want. As I sat next to My Wife at our son’s football game, I decided I … Continue reading →

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Normalcy Returns, Denials Dismissed

Posted on September 26, 2014 by MyJourney

As the week draws to a close, I have come back down to earth. My Wife and I have discussed the events of the past week. I don’t think I can handle very many more of those types of events … Continue reading →

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