Author Archives: MyJourney

About MyJourney

I'm a 41 year old married father of 3. I am a sex addict. This blog is to document my progress, recovery and marital growth. Pornography is an evil creation. Let my experiences serve as a warning to all.

Consequences

Posted on January 19, 2015 by MyJourney

I’ve been hurting My Wife for years and because of that she is incapable of intimacy. Her frequent statement ofI Don’t know if it’s ever coming back doesn’t seem to be just because of my extracurricular activities. No, it’s because … Continue reading →

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Give A Piece Of Your Heart, Not Your Mind

Posted on November 25, 2014 by MyJourney

I JUST saw a great quote on Twitter that totally confirms my recent pivot in mindset: Your marriage will be happier when you give your spouse a bit of your heart instead of a piece of your mind. That, gentle … Continue reading →

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Fix It And Stop Being Bitches

Posted on November 22, 2014 by MyJourney

I’ve been catching up on my porn-addiction/sex-addict blogs over the past few days. All of them, ALL OF THEM, including my old posts, are the same thing. • I’m in pain • I’m trying to stop • Something happened and … Continue reading →

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Random, Off Subject Post

Posted on November 21, 2014 by MyJourney

This post has NOTHING to do with my normal blog topics. Humor me, please. I am a career teacher in my 18th year on the job. The previous 17 were spent in music- band specifically. I went through a MASSIVE … Continue reading →

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Mindfully Compassionate

Posted on November 20, 2014 by MyJourney

We were intimate last night. It wasn’t TOTALLY out of the blue- we had a pretty awesome encounter over the weekend. But last night was the whole-enchilada. We have not had enchiladas since the middle of June and I really … Continue reading →

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Don’t Think About Pink Elephants

Posted on November 19, 2014 by MyJourney

I stopped focusing on sex/porn addiction issues in late July, 2014. Since that time, I have found that I have ZERO issues with sex/porn addiction issues. It’s the damnedest thing ever. That was when I began focusing on my mental … Continue reading →

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Peace

Posted on November 3, 2014 by MyJourney

I have finally come to terms with the death of my marriage’s intimacy. I will no longer pursue a solution. Should one happen, it is because God wills it. My Wife IS very capable of providing comfort. I found that … Continue reading →

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Protected: Edge

Posted on November 2, 2014 by MyJourney

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The Gorilla

Posted on October 31, 2014 by MyJourney

My major hang-up in life, right now, is my marriage. Specifically my lack of intimacy with My Wife. We have made love exactly 3 times in 2014. Once in January, twice in June. That is not a complaint, it is … Continue reading →

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To Post Or

Posted on October 28, 2014 by MyJourney

This post is from my crazy Borderline daily diary thing I have to keep. I had previously had a habit of posting these, but I learned that some things are best kept private. And yes, it DID take me right … Continue reading →

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