Me

I’m 41 years old and I’ve been married to the woman of my dreams for 21+ years.

I am from a highly abusive childhood. I have borderline personify disorder, bipolar and finally stopped denying my porn addiction last fall.

I am just now learning what a man is supposed to be.

I am just now learning what a husband is supposed to be.

I have broken my wife’s heart.

broken heart

 

I have caused immeasurable pain.

I am committed to my recovery.

I am committed to my wife.

I will overcome.

For the first time in my life I’m TRYING to be responsible.

I am scared.

I am lonely.

I am ashamed.

I am full of sorrow.

I am desperate for recovery.

6 Responses to Me

  1. DivorceaSexAddict says:
    May 27, 2014 at 11:02 am

    My soon to be ex-husbands says he cannot communicate his feelings. I wish he had made a list as genuine as yours, it brought tears to my eyes. He couldn’t stop, he couldn’t tell the truth. I look forward to reading your blog, thank you for sharing your story.

    Reply
  2. Meryl says:
    May 30, 2014 at 12:04 pm

    I am glad to have found your site, I recently started blogging as the wife of a sex addict. He doesn’t talk much about any of it. It is nice to hear about the issue from the other side. Good luck and God bless.

    Reply
  3. Meryl says:
    May 30, 2014 at 9:06 pm

    Thanks for your note =) It was very helpful, once I get my hosting kinks worked out I will approve it…stupid Yahoo!

    Reply

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