I’m 41 years old and I’ve been married to the woman of my dreams for 21+ years.

I am from a highly abusive childhood. I have borderline personify disorder, bipolar and finally stopped denying my porn addiction last fall.

I am just now learning what a man is supposed to be.

I am just now learning what a husband is supposed to be.

I have broken my wife’s heart.

broken heart


I have caused immeasurable pain.

I am committed to my recovery.

I am committed to my wife.

I will overcome.

For the first time in my life I’m TRYING to be responsible.

I am scared.

I am lonely.

I am ashamed.

I am full of sorrow.

I am desperate for recovery.

6 Responses to Me

  1. My soon to be ex-husbands says he cannot communicate his feelings. I wish he had made a list as genuine as yours, it brought tears to my eyes. He couldn’t stop, he couldn’t tell the truth. I look forward to reading your blog, thank you for sharing your story.

  2. Meryl says:

    I am glad to have found your site, I recently started blogging as the wife of a sex addict. He doesn’t talk much about any of it. It is nice to hear about the issue from the other side. Good luck and God bless.

  3. Meryl says:

    Thanks for your note =) It was very helpful, once I get my hosting kinks worked out I will approve it…stupid Yahoo!

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