I’m 41 years old and I’ve been married to the woman of my dreams for 21+ years.
I am from a highly abusive childhood. I have borderline personify disorder, bipolar and finally stopped denying my porn addiction last fall.
I am just now learning what a man is supposed to be.
I am just now learning what a husband is supposed to be.
I have broken my wife’s heart.
I have caused immeasurable pain.
I am committed to my recovery.
I am committed to my wife.
I will overcome.
For the first time in my life I’m TRYING to be responsible.
I am scared.
I am lonely.
I am ashamed.
I am full of sorrow.
I am desperate for recovery.