Category Archives: Depression

Angel Of Mercy

Posted on October 4, 2014 by MyJourney

I was visited by an angel this evening. My oldest son randomly walked in, moments after I had submitted my last post. That last post spoke to my despair and loneliness. As soon as I had submitted that post, I … Continue reading →

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Another Discovery, Another Admission

Posted on October 4, 2014 by MyJourney

We had a talk this morning, My Wife and I. Sometimes you make it sound like you’re the only one that has stuff going on in their life. I guess so. My blog is about me and MY JOURNEY… I … Continue reading →

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I’m A Ghost

Posted on October 3, 2014 by MyJourney

Tough evening. As we were watching our son’s football game, I mentioned that XYZ had happened in class this morning. Right as I was going to tell the story, she jumped in and told me a line of something that … Continue reading →

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30 Day Challenge Day 8…

Posted on October 3, 2014 by MyJourney

Day 8 A Place You Have Traveled To this gets fucking deep We took our kids on a vacation to the Gulf of Mexico about 10 years ago. What stands out about this trip is happiness. As we drove from … Continue reading →

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Descent

Posted on September 22, 2014 by MyJourney

I’m in free-fall. I noticed on Sunday afternoon as my wife and I were arguing. She had come in and informed me that my post about keeping score had hurt her pretty bad. I didn’t understand why. Every bit of … Continue reading →

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Pantheon Of Bad Days

Posted on September 21, 2014 by MyJourney

In the Pantheon of emotional days, today takes a place of honor. I awoke with feelings of love and a desire to show affection to my wife flowing throughout my body. This was not a sexual need, no, it was … Continue reading →

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How Can Someone Love Me?

Posted on June 1, 2014 by MyJourney

I am a child of God. I am created in His image. Irrespective of what I do, I will always be lived by God. Nothing I say, think or do can ever change that. Something went wrong when I was … Continue reading →

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The Pain Is Too Much Now

Posted on May 31, 2014 by MyJourney

The first 2 weeks of separation were magical. I just knew things were progressing and getting better. At the end of the week we shared intimacy on 2 separate days. Then it changed. A few hours after our last intimate … Continue reading →

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Who Am I? How Do I Find Out?

Posted on May 29, 2014 by MyJourney

I just got chewed out by a commenter again. “Leave her alone. Back off. Give her space.” Since EVERYBODY is saying it, perhaps I need to take it to heart. “Who are you besides a guy with BPD, bipolar and … Continue reading →

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The BPD’s Guide To…

Posted on May 28, 2014 by MyJourney

I have the distinct privilege of enjoying 2 delightful mental illnesses. Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) as well as the super-fun Bipolar Disorder. Bipolar is also known as Manic Depression. People like me have enormous mood swings, switching from depressed to … Continue reading →

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