Category Archives: emotion

Victorious Evening

Posted on October 26, 2014 by MyJourney

Recently, My Wife has been allowing me to snuggle her in bed. This has caused a few problems I was unaware of. Well, I kind of knew about one. First of all, she’s uncomfortable with it. She’s still not cool … Continue reading →

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Today Was A Good Day

Posted on October 19, 2014 by MyJourney

She let me hold her. At first I thought it was because our room was chilly and maybe that’s true. But it happened. Sometime during the night, I snuggled up to her and wrapped her up with my arms. That’s … Continue reading →

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Another Discovery, Another Admission

Posted on October 4, 2014 by MyJourney

We had a talk this morning, My Wife and I. Sometimes you make it sound like you’re the only one that has stuff going on in their life. I guess so. My blog is about me and MY JOURNEY… I … Continue reading →

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30 Day Challenge Day 8…

Posted on October 3, 2014 by MyJourney

Day 8 A Place You Have Traveled To this gets fucking deep We took our kids on a vacation to the Gulf of Mexico about 10 years ago. What stands out about this trip is happiness. As we drove from … Continue reading →

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I Don’t Want Your Money

Posted on September 24, 2014 by MyJourney

A touch of calm re-entered my world today. A good night of sleep and a fresh outlook worked wonders for me. It was also nice to formulate a plan last night, even if said plan is drastic. I sent a … Continue reading →

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Not Her Fault, I’m Near My End

Posted on September 24, 2014 by MyJourney

I cannot come close to beginning ANY of the skills or techniques I’m supposed to be working on. I’m incredibly worked up and pissed off. There are times that I’m seized with anger while others I’m frozen by sorrow and … Continue reading →

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Descent

Posted on September 22, 2014 by MyJourney

I’m in free-fall. I noticed on Sunday afternoon as my wife and I were arguing. She had come in and informed me that my post about keeping score had hurt her pretty bad. I didn’t understand why. Every bit of … Continue reading →

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The Recovery That Wasn’t There

Posted on September 13, 2014 by MyJourney

I THOUGHT I had hit “true recovery” in May through mid July. What I had actually received was a spiritual experience alongside a family experience at home. My “recovery” group stuff was the same old thing. I was still half-assing … Continue reading →

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Longing For You

Posted on August 27, 2014 by MyJourney

I lie next to you each night, watching as you breathe. I listen to your gentle snore, I see your beautiful face, in the dim bedroom light. I think to our younger years, when all we knew was joy. We’d … Continue reading →

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Never Stop Searching

Posted on August 24, 2014 by MyJourney

It has been 11 months since My Bride informed me of her disdain for sex. I don’t like sex, I don’t want to have it, talk about it, give it or have anything to do with it. I was able … Continue reading →

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