Tag Archives: porn

Fix It And Stop Being Bitches

I’ve been catching up on my porn-addiction/sex-addict blogs over the past few days. All of them, ALL OF THEM, including my old posts, are the same thing. • I’m in pain • I’m trying to stop • Something happened and … Continue reading

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What Porn Addiction Is Like

THAT is EXACTLY what porn addiction is. It’s your precious. Even as you’re being pulled to your absolute doom, you are delighted in its presence. Happy to be with it. Living every moment through the “joys” it brings to you. … Continue reading

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Codependent Narcissist Causes And Hopes

Sometimes I wonder if we’d be better friends if we were divorced. All we do know is fight. -My Bride I made one of my more colossal fuck ups yesterday. I told My Bride I wanted a divorce because she … Continue reading

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No She Doesn’t

Sobriety Day 62 It Starts She’s on the bed, a couch, maybe a shower, it could be a car and sometimes it’s a boat. She’s on her knees. Wait… No, she’s on the stairs. Oops, she’s in a hot tub. … Continue reading

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I Was Wrong or Swap It Out

Her reaction I didn’t say I hated to see you cry I hugged back Only natural defenses are going back up We aren’t where we started Speak for yourself I guess I have zero clue on reading her. What I … Continue reading

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I Was Wrong or Swap It Out

Her reaction I didn’t say I hated to see you cry I hugged back Only natural defenses are going back up We aren’t where we started Speak for yourself I guess I have zero clue on reading her. What I … Continue reading

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