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Mindfully Compassionate

We were intimate last night. It wasn’t TOTALLY out of the blue- we had a pretty awesome encounter over the weekend. But last night was the whole-enchilada. We have not had enchiladas since the middle of June and I really … Continue reading

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Longing For You

I lie next to you each night, watching as you breathe. I listen to your gentle snore, I see your beautiful face, in the dim bedroom light. I think to our younger years, when all we knew was joy. We’d … Continue reading

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Another Piece Of Glass

We are all broken. It’s up to each one of us to find others like us, or in complimentary ways, so we can work each with each other and become something beautiful. That’s what marriage is all about. Two imperfect … Continue reading

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How Can Someone Love Me?

I am a child of God. I am created in His image. Irrespective of what I do, I will always be lived by God. Nothing I say, think or do can ever change that. Something went wrong when I was … Continue reading

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Next Step

For as long as I can remember I have cut myself down. I’m not good enough I’m not smart enough I’m not interesting I’m not funny I’m not witty I’m not talented I’m a hack I’m a fraud On and … Continue reading

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Acceptance, Needs And Surrender

Just 11 days ago I completely relied on My Bride for almost everything. Friendship, comfort, joy, understanding, stability and love are but a few examples. It took getting kicked out of our home to learn a valuable lesson. You don’t … Continue reading

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A New Drug

Yesterday afternoon I found out My Bride and her sister were going to do yard work this weekend. We live in the sticks and the yard work takes every bit of 3 hours. ‘Tis a big project. She wanted to … Continue reading

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