That Guy Is A Dick

I have literally followed hundreds of twitter accounts about Healing From Porn Addiction. I read hundreds of blogs about healing your marriage. So, you cheated and you’re a porn perv… and then you read some bullshit about God moving in your marriage and your life.

My experience during my life- God doesn’t give 2 fucking shits about me or my problems.

Why was I abused so much as a kid?
Why was I molested?
Because it was part of “God’s plan!?”

“This child shall be beaten, belittled, abandoned and demeaned by his family. Then some guy is going to shove his cock in his face and cum down his throat. Then we’re gonna watch him get addicted to porn and constantly demeaning himself as he gets older. All for my glory!!”.

What the fuck!? That’s s fucking sick plan, asshole.

Apparently “God moving” in your life equates to him allowing shit to fall on you until he gets tired of it. Then he watches you try and clean off while secretly hiding another guy around the corner who’s going to piss all over you.

Hey, thanks big guy!

I really don’t need your “help.” I’m pretty good at fucking my own shit up, but thanks anyway.

My experience is that god is a dick.

It seems toe that religion is a shitty way to trick people into having some kind of hope when things are hopeless.

No thanks.

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About MyJourney

I'm a 41 year old married father of 3. I am a sex addict. This blog is to document my progress, recovery and marital growth. Pornography is an evil creation. Let my experiences serve as a warning to all.
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One Response to That Guy Is A Dick

  1. oceanswater says:

    I whole hearted agree with you 100%!!!!!

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