Tag Archives: God

Everything Happens And Then…

Posted on June 24, 2014 by MyJourney

November 16, 2013 Full disclosure of all sexual activity related to pornography addiction. November 17, 2013 My Bride displays signs of shock never before seen. Why did you do this to me? Blank stares, other-worldly voice. November 18, 2013 A … Continue reading →

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Eggshells And Jealous Inadequacy

Posted on May 26, 2014 by MyJourney

Whiny, insecure and needy are the words I would use to describe me right now. When My Bride and I have our text conversations, my spirits are truly uplifted. The conversations end at random times though. I find myself telling … Continue reading →

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How Does…What?

Posted on May 18, 2014 by MyJourney

It has come to my attention that God works in mysterious ways. It took my marriage coming to the edge of destruction before I allowed Him into my life (for real anyway). It took getting kicked out of my home … Continue reading →

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Acceptance, Needs And Surrender

Posted on May 17, 2014 by MyJourney

Just 11 days ago I completely relied on My Bride for almost everything. Friendship, comfort, joy, understanding, stability and love are but a few examples. It took getting kicked out of our home to learn a valuable lesson. You don’t … Continue reading →

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Addiction To The Curb

Posted on May 16, 2014 by MyJourney

I was lying in bed, desperate for sleep to overtake me. I was lonely and bored, hurting from emotional pain and incredibly tired. I didn’t notice the dog come in, he’s incredibly sly. I was half paying attention as I … Continue reading →

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Oh What A Night

Posted on May 15, 2014 by MyJourney

Wow What a day! My Bride and I both showed up at Son3’s football practice. She parked next to me. At first I didn’t realize it, I had been doing my brand new meditation thing (fabulous btw). I looked to … Continue reading →

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One Path To Victory

Posted on May 15, 2014 by MyJourney

I don’t understand how you can say I’m the best person ever on one day and I cause you nothing but pain the next and back again. I was never able to explain that. Therapist explained that it is something … Continue reading →

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SMACK’d Upside The Head

Posted on May 8, 2014 by MyJourney

“She became comfortable with you taking care of your thing and she became used to it. It allowed her to do her thing without having to worry about sex. She’s a busy lady; mom, teacher, grad school. Now, all of … Continue reading →

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50-50…Nope

Posted on April 29, 2014 by MyJourney

What a great sentiment. Sadly, I have been giving MAYBE 50% to my marriage. Hell, that was probably on my best days. Normally, I’d say My Bride gave 100% and I gave nothing but sure withdrew a lot. After disclosure … Continue reading →

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Temptation

Posted on April 29, 2014 by MyJourney

• Spiritual renewal • Respectful conversation with MB • Positive interaction with MB • Positive outlook • Embracing forgiveness These are all new occurrences. As in, 2 days ago I would have sneered at you had you told me this … Continue reading →

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