Tag Archives: God

Everything Happens And Then…

November 16, 2013 Full disclosure of all sexual activity related to pornography addiction. November 17, 2013 My Bride displays signs of shock never before seen. Why did you do this to me? Blank stares, other-worldly voice. November 18, 2013 A … Continue reading

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Eggshells And Jealous Inadequacy

Whiny, insecure and needy are the words I would use to describe me right now. When My Bride and I have our text conversations, my spirits are truly uplifted. The conversations end at random times though. I find myself telling … Continue reading

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How Does…What?

It has come to my attention that God works in mysterious ways. It took my marriage coming to the edge of destruction before I allowed Him into my life (for real anyway). It took getting kicked out of my home … Continue reading

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Acceptance, Needs And Surrender

Just 11 days ago I completely relied on My Bride for almost everything. Friendship, comfort, joy, understanding, stability and love are but a few examples. It took getting kicked out of our home to learn a valuable lesson. You don’t … Continue reading

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Addiction To The Curb

I was lying in bed, desperate for sleep to overtake me. I was lonely and bored, hurting from emotional pain and incredibly tired. I didn’t notice the dog come in, he’s incredibly sly. I was half paying attention as I … Continue reading

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Oh What A Night

Wow What a day! My Bride and I both showed up at Son3’s football practice. She parked next to me. At first I didn’t realize it, I had been doing my brand new meditation thing (fabulous btw). I looked to … Continue reading

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One Path To Victory

I don’t understand how you can say I’m the best person ever on one day and I cause you nothing but pain the next and back again. I was never able to explain that. Therapist explained that it is something … Continue reading

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