What I Needed

Preacher man hit me with another gold nugget I have to share.

We remember the woman who humbled herself by breaking the jar of perfume on Jesus and washing His feet with her hair. She was a whore and that’s who we remember.

Anytime you use porn, you too are a whore.

That’s a TOUGH-ASS way to think of things but it’s real. It’s through the difficult and the messy that God moves us.

I got my movement I had been looking for this morning. It took another man, one I look up to, one who has been through my trials and tribulations, it took that man being real with me to move me.

He said that he spent years in disgust of himself. He was a filthy, cheating, failure of sex-addict and had spent years beating himself up over it. God moved on him and changed him.

“We serve a God that can restore you instantaneously. He may decide to do it in a day or a week, maybe a year, but only He can do it.

I thought of myself exactly as you do know. Allow Him to change you.”

“I know He will bring you through this. I know He will restore your marriage. He did mine and He wants to do the same for you.”

Praise God for that meeting!!!

About MyJourney

I'm a 41 year old married father of 3. I am a sex addict. This blog is to document my progress, recovery and marital growth. Pornography is an evil creation. Let my experiences serve as a warning to all.
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