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Smothered Spirals And Victory

Posted on May 16, 2014 by MyJourney

My Bride is the exact opposite of me. In most ways this has been a blessing. Where I am irresponsible, she is the epitome of responsibility (all areas really). Where I am rough, she is smooth. Where she is weak, … Continue reading →

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Addiction To The Curb

Posted on May 16, 2014 by MyJourney

I was lying in bed, desperate for sleep to overtake me. I was lonely and bored, hurting from emotional pain and incredibly tired. I didn’t notice the dog come in, he’s incredibly sly. I was half paying attention as I … Continue reading →

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Oh What A Night

Posted on May 15, 2014 by MyJourney

Wow What a day! My Bride and I both showed up at Son3’s football practice. She parked next to me. At first I didn’t realize it, I had been doing my brand new meditation thing (fabulous btw). I looked to … Continue reading →

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One Path To Victory

Posted on May 15, 2014 by MyJourney

I don’t understand how you can say I’m the best person ever on one day and I cause you nothing but pain the next and back again. I was never able to explain that. Therapist explained that it is something … Continue reading →

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Victory Comes Through God

Posted on May 15, 2014 by MyJourney

Sex and porn addiction is a living hell. That’s pretty obvious, especially for the partner of the addict. For My Bride it’s the worst thing to ever happen to her. In my case, the addiction and everything that goes along … Continue reading →

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Victory Comes At A Cost

Posted on May 15, 2014 by MyJourney

I have some concerns that have NOTHING to do with marriage. I have chronic kidney disease- my urologist wants to run a CT scan. I went to schedule it this morning only to find there’s a $250 copay. I don’t … Continue reading →

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I Choose To Learn

Posted on May 13, 2014 by MyJourney

My boys all play football. Well. Son1 plays in college, Son2 is the likely varsity QB this coming year (as a junior at a large school) and Son3 will be the freshman QB next year. The team just hired a … Continue reading →

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Pick Her Up And Support Her

Posted on May 9, 2014 by MyJourney

I texted My Bride about my delivery. My Bride and I seem to have switched depression positions. THAT is consistent with what our marriage therapist, Brooke, had said. “When one of you is up the other is down and vice-versa. … Continue reading →

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The Vow Of Victory

Posted on April 12, 2014 by MyJourney

I MUST apologize to My Bride. I had mentioned giving up many times. I shall never do it again. My Bride is the one thing on earth that makes me want to be a good man. She is the only … Continue reading →

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