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Moving Past

Everything I say, think or do is influenced by my past. Be it childhood abuse, being molested, real or perceived abandonment and/or porn addiction, they have all had a very powerful influence over every aspect of my life. I have … Continue reading

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Next Step

For as long as I can remember I have cut myself down. I’m not good enough I’m not smart enough I’m not interesting I’m not funny I’m not witty I’m not talented I’m a hack I’m a fraud On and … Continue reading

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My First And Greatest Victory!!!

Step One in the better man project is to love myself. Last night I took a step, possibly mire, in that direction. The last fight between My Bride and I grew out of my looking into forgiveness for my parents. … Continue reading

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Big Boy Panties

I wrote this post early this morning, around 12:30, but chickened out and re-wrote it as something tame. It was true, but not what was on my mind. Yesterday afternoon I had a full blown relapse. Porn, masturbation, the whole … Continue reading

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I met my father-in-law today. It was a tremendous meeting. We talked about the stuff that mattered. We both asked for forgiveness. I truly believe that I can move on. There is a joy in forgiveness.

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Giving Up All Hope

“Forgiveness means giving up all hope for a better past.” -Lilly Tomlin I have serious anger issues that have recently surfaced. Most pressing, in my mind, is with my father-in-law. There are two reasons that I find this specific issue … Continue reading

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