Longing For You

I lie next to you each night,
watching as you breathe.
I listen to your gentle snore,
I see your beautiful face,
in the dim bedroom light.

I think to our younger years,
when all we knew was joy.
We’d laugh, joke and kiss a bit,
we clowned around all day.
Back then there were no tears.

Beside we are, fate unknown,
Our needs are far apart.
I crave your reassurance,
I reach out and you roll away,
The pain is new, I feel alone.

I crave what has been denied to me,
The only thing I need.
The action that I seek?
Your touch, your warm and loving touch,
will keep me satisfied you see.

I long for your embrace of life,
It’s truly what I seek.
If only I could have that thing,
I could see further to the end
Where it becomes God man and wife.

About MyJourney

I'm a 41 year old married father of 3. I am a sex addict. This blog is to document my progress, recovery and marital growth. Pornography is an evil creation. Let my experiences serve as a warning to all.
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