I’ve been hanging out with My Bride this afternoon. For the first time since we separated there has been no negative interactions. Zip, zero, zilch, nada. It’s an astonishing time.

When I got here she was taking a nap. I chilled out next to her as she slept. When she woke up I laid down next to her. Thus began our first make out session in over 6 months. Physical freaking contact!! It was incredible.

Things of Interest
Eye contact and lots of it
Caressing and lots of it
She ran her fingers through my hair and up and down my back. Something about those perfectly manicured fingernails hitting the back if my head for the first time this year…Ho-Lee Cow! I’m shocked nothing came out of me.

Intimacy, the thing I’ve been CRAVING, we shared it today. PRAISE GOD!

Positive interaction. The best thing ever.

About MyJourney

I'm a 41 year old married father of 3. I am a sex addict. This blog is to document my progress, recovery and marital growth. Pornography is an evil creation. Let my experiences serve as a warning to all.
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2 Responses to Dude!

  1. Awesome!!!!!!! Positive thinking leads to positive things:). I really liked how you paid attention to the smaller things which are just as good as the big things is: how your wife’s fingernails felt. Mindfulness is a great thing!!!! Good on ya:)

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