She canceled our date.
Do you really think I’m a dictator?
We had a text fight because of my blog.
I was really looking forward to this, but then I read your blog. Instant mood change.
I don’t fucking understand. Here are the things she has:
1. A house full of family.
2. Family members outside of the house that will drop anything to support her if need be.
3. People to talk to.
Here’s what I have:
1. My blog
That’s it, that’s all I’ve got. She has told me to not censor myself. The blog is for you to blow off steam, get your thoughts and emotions out. It’s your place. Except when I day something she’s not cool with, then it’s a fucking crime.
I can’t believe you said that.
Take that down, it’s too personal.
That really hurt me.
This blog, my ONE FUCKING OUTLET IN THE FUCKING WORLD, is offensive to her.
What the hell am I supposed to do?
I called her a few nights ago in a desperate position. You need to be talking to someone else about these things while we’re separated. 2 blog comments that day said the same fucking thing. “Leave her alone and give her space.”
This fucking blog is my only fucking place to vent without talking to her. IT’S NOT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH.
She’s pissed of or hurt by my thoughts and feelings.
What the fuck am I supposed to do!?!?
Does ANYBODY have a clue!?