Her Passion

I last saw her naked the first week of January. Well, I’ve snuck in and chatted with her as she showered a couple of times and snuck a few peeks, but that’s really it.

[I am NOT bitching, I’m reminiscing]

I miss the feel of her skin. I miss the way we feel as we caress and kiss.

I miss her touch and I miss her joy.

It’s been over 4 months since we last made love. I’ve NEVER been in this position before. The longest I’ve ever gone without sexual contact was our 45 days of abstinence last fall.

Lack of sex will not kill you, but it doesn’t exactly help you out.

My Bride can be an unbelievably passionate woman. Trust is the only way to reclaim her passion.

I am pretty desperate for her passion to return.

What to do…
Earning her trust back will earn back her passion.

My Bride is an incredibly tender woman. It has become my job, through becoming a new man, to allow her to trust me with her passion.

Yesterday she said she has no ability to demonstrate love toward me. Yesterday she refused me when I asked to comfort her.

Why?
She gets hurt anytime she allows those things.

What to do?
LEARN THE LESSON

Become the man she needs
Become trustworthy
Show her I am changing
Prove to her change is real

LEARN THE LESSON

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About MyJourney

I'm a 41 year old married father of 3. I am a sex addict. This blog is to document my progress, recovery and marital growth. Pornography is an evil creation. Let my experiences serve as a warning to all.
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