It was 5 years into marriage. We we’re laying in bed and I was butterflies in stomach nervous.
“I’ve always had a fantasy…”
“You’re not about to ask if we can bring someone else into our bed are you?
I went on to explain my fantasy. It was for her to fully conclude something she is very talented at…

17 years later
I have entirely new fantasies.
• I want her to have fun with me
• I want her to enjoy being with me
• I want her to look into my eyes
• I want her to KISS me

That’s pretty much the list.
It’s crazy what changes in that much time.

About MyJourney

I'm a 41 year old married father of 3. I am a sex addict. This blog is to document my progress, recovery and marital growth. Pornography is an evil creation. Let my experiences serve as a warning to all.
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