I want to kiss her. A lot. I want to hold her, caress her and cover her in kisses. She can’t go there. I told her that earlier and she responded with, “Off limits.”
“How about your neck?”
“Yellow light.”
She is hanging on to the trap I set last week. Rightfully so mind you. This is the hard part in relationships, in my opinion. We don’t share the same mind. Something I would have moved on from is something she hangs onto. We have different viewpoints, thought processes and priorities.
This goes back to what she said about our recovery earlier. “Just because it’s important to you and you’re ready to fix stuff doesn’t mean I am. I am not on your timeframe.” and that is totally true.
I mentioned that I wanted to kiss on her. She told me that I’ve been way more aggressive lately and that she is still protecting herself. Translation: Back the fuck off!
Message received.
It just sucks that we have different brains sometimes.
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